its.all.Me

2011-04-14T00:04:00.003+08:00

life's kinda messed up and somehow it just brings me here. relationship. i doubt i can get into it anymore even though i might need it. but what's the point when it eventually turn out to an heart break again. who's the right one to go with? take the risk now or regret later when u lose the right one? hiya. whatever lurh. dont wanna get involve anymore and think so much about all the nonsense. studies. attachment where? i really duno which direction to proceed. =/ school's starting and i'm left all alone without anyone. all i can do was to tag along with the other clique. hope they would'nt mind. plus, i dont see a point going with the old clique anymore. the link bewteen is broken. work. everyone's leaving. there isnt a point in staying other than for our favourite IC. its never like the same before. just waiting and hanging in there. opportunities kept knocking on my doors. why aren't i grabbing it? friends. i guess without my secondary school clique and work. i cant survive thru this super long holiday. besides that, i'm losing everything in you babe. i wonder if it was a mistake.

2010-10-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

memories are killers

2010-07-28T23:02:00.001+08:00

somehow..... i seriously miss the times

2010-06-17T16:54:00.003+08:00

This is the worst time of my life.
I wonder why must it be me.
Tell me why.

Doing so much, not appreciated.
Everything is a lie.
You are too much.
You say something good here but at the other side, you curse and swear about me.
I really duno you any more.
I didnt know you were like this.
I'm just blind.
Silly, idiot, stupid, dumb to give u a chance to change but infact is giving u a chance to hurt me again.

Thanks for abusing my everything for you.
Sincerly appreciated it.

2010-03-21T01:06:00.003+08:00

holidays are here and i am really enjoying myself.
work, play, go out, sleep, eat and use toilet is what i do for this holiday.
best is to sleep for as long as 14 hours daily with good weather and without anyone disturbing me (:

initial plan was to go back to zsb and play in the concert.
but since my section was quite organized with all the parts already.
i didnt wan to rearrange stuffs.
so i decided to back out.

TODAY
wake up at around 2 plus to eat and get ready for work.
working at songs of the sea today (:
very long didnt worked there le.
they give me work at gallery (R5)
everything was okay for me.
daddy mummy went inside sentosa with me too.
they watched the second show while i was working (:

2009-12-18T23:14:00.003+08:00

i didnt know there are still readers for my blog (:
kinda supprise when qiu jin tagged me.
the picture also gone liao.
my blog so cui already, and i am lazy to change

anyway, its the start of the 2 weeks holiday!
however, it is counted as the project break instead.
bored~
other den that, it will be working!

TODAY
test was okay, but i stoned at the questions many times and didnt see the question properly until i saw other ppl de script which got explaination.
headache until i need to force something i studied to come out.
perhaps it not enough sleep....

after that went to cvss concert at singapore conference hall with angie.
once again, its the band memborise.
especially at S.C.H where our concert and syf is.
sigh~

THURSDAY
went hui yi's bbq at sentosa yesterday.
ate quite alot despite i am the one cooking.
reached home around 12 plus and was very tired already.
didnt manage to practice stats questions for my test the next day.

TUESDAY
its mefline and bernice's birthday!
however, bernice didnt went mind cafe with us as she got family dinner.
had a great fun at mind cafe without paying a huge amount.
the service was great too.
we bought mefline ben and jerry ice cream as birthday cake and used the candles that will re-light on its own.
games were easy to learn and fun!!!

thats all for this week!

2009-12-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

its semester 2 already!
this is the period where all the projects and test starts to come in.
the whole cycle repeats again and again.
my blog is so dead, and the picture is gone.
i might either stop blogging or maybe switch to other place??
but even i switch, i also didn't really blog. -.-

anyway. sudden got the urge to blog.
recently, been quite busy with many stuff.
i am still working in sentosa too.

times where i am alone, or not talking,
i observe my surroundings, thinking about many things.

listening to the songs i played in band before, makes me think of the times .
the perfomances, practices, exchanges, people, every single little bit.
every single note, means something.
it seems like there is no more chance for all these.

i hope some day i will major in music.
i hope i can combine what i learn in both music and my course.
i really want to make use of all the stuff i learn
i want to own all the instruments
i want a studio.

2009-08-29T00:27:00.002+08:00

Poly life might not be as easy and slack as you think.
have been so busy until now.
firstly, was to get used to poly life with all the lectures, tutorial, new topics and environment.
next, first test for every topic.
continue on without much rest for the next test for 1/7 module
especially the speeches that was need to be presented was giving us a hard time
next come the projects for 6/7 modules to be done.
deadline one after another.
thanks alot to microsoft sharepoint that made my classmates and I went crazy,
staying back after school up to 10pm for projects.
worst is when ur team mates don do work.

after all these.
exams are here.
its never like secondary or primary school where SA or CA never affects o level results or PSLE score.
GPA accumulates from the very first test.

now.....
i am on holiday!!
but,very sorry to mum and dad.
because of all the stuff,
home become just a place for me to sleep and bath.

2009-04-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO ZSB!!!
GOLD FOR SYF 2009!!
ur hard work had been paid off.
do well on ur studies too!

25th MARCH 2009

went to anderson JC with renee. and kai xin to support our dearest yvonne in the AJ idol competition.
the whole competition ended about 9 plus,
so we decided to cab back to yew tee to eat

loves!

2009-03-28T13:47:00.003+08:00

EARTH HOUR TONIGHT!!

8.30pm to 9.30pm
off ur lights during this time
a small contribution can help to save the environment

anyway, we can help to do our part everyday
not because its earth hour so we do it
see the trees out there are getting lesser and lesser??
the heat is rising??
so, try our best to save the environment!

2009-03-24T23:09:00.004+08:00

PHOTOS!!!

the attraction i am working at is tiger sky tower (:

a picture by the beach ( evening view )

star cruise

merlion (:

I.R in progress

see the sun rays??

therefore, we can conclude that light travels in straight line and light cannot pass through opaque objects.

sun set (:

another one on the same day

another sun set on another day.

its really very very nice.

can see the circle shape of the sun.

its a waste tat i do not have a camera with me.

so.... wat i suggest is, take the ride!

save the best for the last!

rainbows!!!

the same day as the previous photo

another rainbow on another day!

this day was the same day as the last photo of the sun set

same day as the previous one.

if u look carefully, u can spot another rainbow ( if i am not wrong )

its very light.

but there's a line ^^

so it means......

DOUBLE RAINBOW!!

hahas, its a very nice day.

the colour of the sky is beautiful

conclusion, ^^

these is some of the reason why i am willing to wake up as early as 5.3oam

work till as late as 9.30pm

the scenery is just so wonderful.

2009-03-24T22:22:00.011+08:00

PHOTOS!!

ANGIE'S BIRTHDAY!

cutting cake (:

this rabbit is the smallest among the rest.
my hands look super big. hahas
thanks to ying ying for the wonderful photo.
its a coincidence that it was facing the camera (:

angie : me : emily
they took flowers while i took the "vase"

me && emily

me : emily : angie's sister (:

the 5 of us!

4E2 CLASS GATHERING AT EAST COAST PARK

our very first gathering

A DAY AT SENTOSA WITH HUIYI, ANGIE, YINGYING

we are on siloso!!

COUSINS!

my cousin came over to our house!

so rare to have her here.

brought her out to bugis to shop shop!

my cousin's son

at windermere's swimming pool

my little cousin!

luckily he still remember me after the trip

have fun with him during chinese new year

A DAY OUT WITH LOVES!

went to nyp's open house with renee.

after tat, meet up with kai xin and yvonne

at yew tee mac's toilet (:

lovely yvonne and kai xin

2009-03-11T22:16:00.003+08:00

2 months plus haven update.
so sorry!
angie and hui yi keep say i never update and stuff.
say can memorise my latest post.
thanks to them
so i post now.
anyway.
this 2 months i also duno wat am i doing
chinese new year, read twilight series, play games, work...
well, currently i am waiting for poly.
nothing to do at home.
thanks to renee so i have a job now.
she introduced it to me.
i work at sentosa as attraction host.
my attraction is sky tower.
if u duno wats tat, u can check at the sentosa website for more information and photos of it.

firstly we must have training at fort siloso,
it is a good place to start off with as we have more time to talk to the guest at fort siloso.
they can choose to walk or take the tram
the tram will only come in every interval of 15 minutes.
thats the time where we need to talk to the guest.
its not like other attractions which have nothing much to wait.
even if there is, it wont be as long

there is a whole bunch of us which we went through the interview and orientation.
so training days were with them too.
thanks alot to nas and shawn.
making the day pass so fast cause of the things to laugh
thinking of it now makes me wanna laugh.
hahahahas. anyway. if we pass the 4 days of training there, we will get posted to our own attraction.
so i was posted to sky tower!
have another 4 days of training at sky
today we have a winching exercise.
climb up till the top and try to bring the ride up manually.
quite fun actually (:
really did learn quite alot of stuff.
service with ur heart!
hahahas

recently, went to angie's house to celerate her birthday
photos will be uploaded soon after i get it from ying ying.
her rabbits were so cute!!
thanks for the food too.
its been quite awhile we been together.

some days before, went for zsb combine concert with other school at singapore conference hall.
the membories of zsb concert were refreshed. hahahas.
miss the times man!
once again, photos will be uploaded soon.

will try to update my blog more often before school reopen! ^^

2009-01-06T00:13:00.015+08:00

30th DEC to 4th JAN

after meeting dar after 'camp'
went home to pack my stuff and prepare to go malaysia
reached grandma house at around 11.30pm
help dad to change his car tyre
luckily still can ta han until grandma house
if not must change at the highway
which is so inconvenience
ok anyway. due to the photos arrangement.
i need to start with the last day

LAST DAY!

left cameron highland and headed to melaka
sat the malaysia flyer which is called the eye on malaysia
only 10rm
feels like sitting on those fun fair de
it goes about 4 rounds
headed to grandma house again at night to rest until the next morning

this is the number i sat

from the top

1st and 2nd JAN

reach cameron highland at around late afternoon

just loved the weather there

vegetables! super big and fresh

strawberries!

my cousin and i

my little cousin makes my day!! photo with tomatoes

tea plantation

mum and dad with little cousin

relatives

little cousin again. he super love car

a view from my hotel room

a view below

31st to 1st

went to pulau katam which one of my relative were married to there

its an island called crab island

there is a history behind

if u wan, can go yahoo and search for it (:

anyway, we have to take ferry there.

the place does not allow cars or motocycle or and other transport except bicycles

everyone is travelling with either foot or bicycles

no air pollution there

as the place have very fresh seafood.

we ate seafood for lunch and dinner

crab, fish, prawns etc.

on the speed boat heading back

some special type of seafood which looks like prawn

my relative's daughter

a view of the place

mummy and daddy!

29th to 30th DEC

went to east coast park with my primary school mates
reach there around 7 plus 8 at night.

den we have our pinic at night

set up our tent before eating

thanks to yvonne's handphone light.

if not it is so difficult to set up

we forget to bring many things lor.

anyway. we only manage to take gp photos in the morning

well. after our "pinic" we rented 10 bikes and ride from east coast to changi beach to pasir ris park, and back from pasir ris park to changi and to our tent at east coast.

whole trip took about 7 plus hours

from night about 9pm plus to 5am

went to take a look at old changi hospital at changi and the red house at pasir ris

did not went in as we do not have torch

saw a group of ppl inside old changi hospital.

they like holding candles.

anyway. so we ride and ride and ride. until our butts were so pain. feeling like whole butt tearing into 2 like tat.

headed into the tent to rest after getting some refreshments and cooling down.

i did not sleep inside the tent.

was too hot. hmm.. actually did not sleep at all the whole time

waited for the sunrise myself outside the tent until 7 plus

den one by one started to wake up saying inside the tent super hot. den cannot sleep

hahas. so we headed to mac for a $2 breakfast

returned our bikes and chat until 12 plus and went to meet dar after tat

caught the sunrise all by myself

they were all sleeping like pig

all of us (:

girlfriends and i

10 bikes to return

my bike number is 10!

our food!
after the day.

we can conclude tat seaweed chicken was the most loved among all of us

24th to 25th DEC

more photos for the day.

just get it from yvonne all the gp photos

the 5 of us at plaza sing toilet

renee tidying her hair (:

at cine. using self timer

at marina square

2008-12-19T18:01:00.016+08:00

28th DEC (SUNDAY)

went to watch nakamura gakuen girls' symphonic band and tanjong katong girls' school symphonic band concert.
the japan band was wonderful
although they are not very big.
but their sound is very loud
i guess they were too touched and some of them cried after the very last encore
went to central at clark quay after tat.
they ate dinner at there
went home after tat (:

at the food court

27th DEC (SATURDAY)

CONCERT IS OVER!!!
i guess the whole of jan will be quite bored.
concert was in a huge success!!
percussion ensemble was not as bad.
only some untidiness in some parts.
xylo part for saga was not too bad.
bells part for merry widow was ok too.
inferno chimes was bad. hahas

A GREAT THANKS TO:
jie si ( ticket lost le still bother to buy another ticket from me just to go to the concert. very loyal. say sure will come means will come. never have empty promises. great friend for life )

huiyi, jeff, azyan, azurah, fatinah, ( i believe u all cheer loudly for angie and i cause the sound is from ur side) hahahas

wei wei and friends (:

grace (:

mum and dad (:

mazlin (:

how sun for guidance and encouragement (:

my beloved ladies: renee, yvonne and kai xin for the lovely flowers

lastly thanks to all tat support us despite knowing anything about music

flowers given by girlfriends (:

me and emily

my beloved section.

david : mervin : desmond : angie : yuheng : hui lin : emily : yi lei

message to percussionist:

jia you and do ur best for next year's syf!

i believe desmond and yu heng will lead the section well

i believe u all can shine without angie and i too

juniors, please listen to the SL

all the best!!!

24th to 25th DEC

went out with renee. yvonne. and 2 other yvonne's friend to marina first to eat

den headed to orchard to countdown.

reached home about 5am and slept at 6am due to watching bed time story

so tiring.

on christmas day, went to jurong point with mum and dad to walk the enlarged version place

was yawning all the way

reached home and took a nap until 7 plus

went to airport to fetch my dearest at about 9pm

was like walking around the airport looking for xia men flight and den the sky train lor

misleading leah the signs

home sweet home after fetching

me and renee

some day of the month i was bored.

and started to do this puzzle

thanks to huiyi for buying this puzzle for me

think is for valentine's day or smt like tat la.

hahahas. manage to find it

spent about 4 to 5 hours doing this 500 pieces puzzle

16th DEC

went out with my primary school friends tat did not contact for about 2 to 3 years

went to marina to eat and shop shop around

meet up with jo after she have finish work at jurong at 6 plus

went to lot 1 to eat (:

eunice did not manage to come

so left with the 4 of us

ok.. the 5 of us i mean during P5 to P6

any project work.
we definatly will be together

things will be done and everything is good

4 of us at cck libray

me and celeste

me and jojo

me and yilin

yi lin claims that she is the CEO of china

this is the instruments i saw at muji a japanese shop

one for $33

compare them to those in the music room

hahahas.

2008-12-11T14:40:00.011+08:00

PHOTOS THAT ARE OVERDUED!!

29th NOV

last day of band camp we have bbq
took photos during bbq!!

with angie

with jia hui

desmond and angie
some photos should not be shown.
hahas.
angie definatly have a hard time

with xinyi

with qiu jin

with angie huiying and nora

with mr er !!!

with how sun

with jasmine and angie

with mr lee!!

with lee chin

some day walking at teck whye with my dearest.

saw this cat.

does this looks like a kitten??

the truth is tat.

its a fat cat!!!

thats wat caught my dearest and mine eyes

16th NOV

attended zhong wen's birthday bbq at his condo
we were still hungry and decided to go to lot 1 for some food

we ended up in MOF eating ice cream

this is wat we bought for him.

there is a hand phone pouch inside

this is to remind someone tat she still owe me money. hahas

just kidding la.

this ice cream looks cute rite.

ice lemon tea

Angie's chocolate ice cream

group photo inside the toilet

angie. me. ying ying.

inside the bus to lot 1

freda and her bf

ying and angie

hui yi behind

sitting on the road at zhong wen's condo

huiyi. me. ying

14th NOV

meet up with jasmine, celeste, tuition teacher, and carlos

our teacher treat us for a dinner at ajisan

thanks alot to her !!

and went to MOF for deserts

we were been chase off by the crew as they are closing soon

actually wanted to chat more at mac.

but there are no space available there

reached home about 10 plus (:

2008-12-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

busy with band stuff these days.
changed our percussion ensumble to 2 other songs.
hmmm. think it is a better choice la.
cause the previous de abit weird in the instrumental parts
so mr er decided to change.
hope all those who will be going will have a nice day and of cause all the best to all band members and work very hard alright!!
anyway. will upload photos as soon as possible (:

dear mr fish,
jus the first day and i cant wait for u to be back. waiting for ur call. (:

2008-11-14T16:21:00.006+08:00

FINALLY.
found the time to blog again
so many many days did not blog le.
olevel is over too!!
well. all the papers were not very difficult actually
worried for my results as it mostly will moderate

13th nov.
went to jurong point with angie, emily and many other band people.
bought zhong wen's birthday present too.
gave huimin a small gift for her coming birthday
after 4. angie left.
as emily did not want to watch movie with the rest,
i accompany her until they finish the movie about 6 plus
den went to pass dear some things and accompany him for dinner.
headed home after tat.

12th nov
one day after my last paper.
went back to band directly and spent the whole day there
found out some stuff about the concert
excited to get back on saturday to practice on the songs we playing as saturday is a practice day for alumni.
first day go back den get discriminated
emily really very pro.
can bear with it so many times.
anyway. any more ppl want to come to zss concert??
do contact me (:
for those who are already going.
thanks for your support ^^

anyway. on the 6th nov
went out with loves to orchard as von and kai need to shop for their prom dresses
we watch high school musical 3.

picture at yew tee toilet (:

11th oct
went to library with renee and yvonne to study (:

24 oct
after double maths paper
saw this cat on the lrt track
starting come out the lrt lift
den hear until the cat keep miaowing
so shock to see the cat there.
all of us were so worried.
we can feel the cat is afraid too by its call
finally the cat jump up the platform and went inside the lift by itself when the lift is open.
wat a relief

well.
cant really remember the date for xinying bbq party
it was held at my house.
some group photos here
firstly is the guys

and den the girls

lastly, all of us (:

14th nov (today)
happy 33th month anniversary!!

send dar to orchard for his training with doug and jing ren
walk around taka for about 1 hour plus
and headed for lunch at taka mac.
dar decided to work and i went home (:

2008-08-04T21:04:00.007+08:00

so long never update le .
well lets the pictures say the words (:
many more pic coming up soon.
phone spoilt (:

A DAY AT MAC WITH LOVES!!

THANKS FOR THAT LOVELY BIRTHDAY DINNER!!
thanks alot to angie, ying ying, hui yi and freda !!
and of cause the birthday cake on the day its self (:
thanks to all those who had wished me and the birthday presents (:

this is wat jie si and i bought for man si (:

hmm.... huiyi's art work on my hand
jie si's art work too (:
my birthday cake!! THANKS MUMMY!!

thanks loves for celebrating with me too ^^

NATIONAL BAND COMPETITION!!
achieved GOLD!!!

PERCUSSIONIST OF ZSS!!
I LOVE MY SECTION!!
WE MUST SHINE DURING THE END OF YEAR CONCERT ALRIGHT!! ^^

MY BELOVED EMILY (:

2008-06-28T13:08:00.010+08:00

school was boring la.
the time table keep change
den got 1 period 1 period like tat de
so dumb
anyway, its time to sum up my holiday de things le.
spent the last 2 weekends of the holiday with my love ones ^^
well. photos tell a thousand words (:

ORCHID PARK BAND CONCERT 22 JUNE

went to support michael as he was yvonne's friend
he went to kranji concert bringing a number of friends
yvonne was pleasing us to go (:
the band played very classical music
which my band don play
orchid park have 3 concert a year
den got 3 themes de
we went for de is serious music de

VON : LEI

21 JUNE

went to k box with my loves and yvonne's brother & friend

was quite expensive lor.

about $24 from 2-7 den

but end up until 6 den the ppl chase us out liao.
shop around and yvonne went for smt else le
so left the 5 of us.
den we walked here and there aimlessly lor
after about 9 plus.
we went to yvonne house le
waiting for yvonne to come back home too
thanks babes for that night ^^
if not i would not knoe how to live through that night
loves ^^

COMPASSAVLE BAND CONCERT 14 JUNE

its been so long since i too photo with angie le

&& of course (: .... I MISS BAND !!!!

its been so long since we met again (:
me with how sun and mindy ^^

oh ya (: and thanks mindy for meeting up with me to return the mallet sticks

hope the other one will be found

but no worries yeah ^^

went to mac to meet up with my girlfriends (:

they were studying there

i go there play psp

hahas

KRANJI BAND CONCERT 13 JUNE

yvonne's concert photos (:

bought the sunflower for yvonne (:

2008-06-14T13:15:00.009+08:00

MONDAY 9 JUNE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR ER
went for maths ace programme today
den maths was like until quite late.
when doing test that time hear until band members singing happy birthday song for Mr er
so sianz. want go up also cannot
no choice..
anyways.. got some photo to share
hahahs (:

MR ER : ME : ANGIE

ME: JASMINE : ANGIE

MR ER !!

SEC 4/5 WITH MR ER

missing band lots!!

WEDNESDAY

went bugis with Renee at about 4 plus to search for my dress

but did not find any ideal one

however. bought some clothes.

Renee actually don wan buy de.

but end up no enough money to buy for the bag she wanted

i did not bring enough money too

hahas. anyway.

after dinner.

we headed home (:

THURSDAY

meet dearest to study and help him with blog shop

http://www.shop-for-u.blogspot.com/

hope there will be alot ppl buying

hahas. anyway.

went bugis again.

with jie si to try to find

den help renee to buy the bag she wanted.

did not walk much as i got piano lesson at 8

i stopped lesson about 1 month plus

cause the teacher not free and stuff

kept nail until quite long le .

but too bad..

got to cut it.

lesson was quite bored la.

and i am tired

FRIDAY

wake up about 9 plus and waited for kai kai and renee to come my house to choose a dress for me.

after that we headed for kai house to make up and actually want make hair de

but cannot find straightener

so end up they help me put some thingy on face

and we are off to the Cathay to watch the happening

was quite nice actually

but if you don like don have ending de.

den i think you don go watch better

i think the ratings should be nc16 la

but its PG

cause some parts quite disgusting

and the sound effect hor.

super power lor.

scary scary de.

anyways. after that..

ate at food court at plaza sing as we have not much cash

search for my necklace and bought sunflower for her

spent about $15 on that

hmm.. headed to Raffles place and walked in to the hotel's toliet

concert was great!!

yvonne sing too

mr er was there too (:

after end of concert.

we went lao pa sa with yvonne's mum & bro & bro friend

got nan jie and keng soon

so long never see them liao..

last time we primary school that time they always go yvonne house

thats how me know each other de

thanks alot to yvonne's mummy for treating us that meal

so after that kai and me went to renee house to watch movie as we are waiting for yvonne

headed home at about 3am

so tired (:

photos not received from renee yet ^^

2008-06-04T21:25:00.004+08:00

SATURDAY 31may

thanks babes for supporting my performance (:
how dare u all lie to me huh %@!#$
but still love u girls^^ \
dad and mum too (:
anyway. reach methodist school of music at 1.30pm with dixun
den was like waiting and waiting for our turn for rehearsal
blackout for like 3times la.
so dumb de.
we played the song and we were like trying to make the lights come out directly when we play finish
finally the 3rd and the last blackout.
we did it!!!
and it never went off again!!
as our song is call melody of hope.
cause hope = see light hahas
so we were like so happy when we finally like made the light back on.
hahas. kind of coincidence la (:
the place was not very nice.
need to find to get the air con of the backstage on.
well.. so we have our dinner sitting in a circle
wait and wait and wait so kuku lor
finally!! our turn to perform.!!
starting was fine.
but when it come to the fast part.
was like so dam rushing lor.
looking forward to get the CD (:
anyways. after our performance
we went to take a look at the concert at the back of the concert hall
after tat we were like playing at the backstage some hand games.
the gun gun thingy.
den was like so kuku
anyway.. really hope we will have another chance to do some performance together again

credit to mummy!! kinda small actually
really have lots of fun with them (:
after performance, went to bukit timah for roti prata with loves!
we were like eating the same variety of food.
not mee den is roti prata
the whole table was full with food lor.
we compare our table with a table with 3 army guys
their table was like only 3 plates la
hahas. after tat. we headed to kai xin house.
watched tv and movie.
until 6am den reach home
great day ^^

TODAY!!
went for geograpy mock paper
confirm fail de.
never study at all..
was like looking out of my class for answers as there is a forest question and a forest outside my class. so dumb la
after tat geraldine was outside waiting for me
we meet up with huiyi and headed to EAST COAST!!
we ate burger king and rented bikes!
a little regreted for renting the $10 one la
quite dumb actually
well.. never mind la.
we have fun anyway
geraldine xiang zhuang with a malay man la.
den the two of them flew out of their bikes.
the man was like keep scolding and scolding.
how lian he know malay den we duno
geraldine already say sorry liao lor
stupid man.. not man at all
girl say sorry liao still like tat
the best part was like most of the ppl there helped geraldine up la.
next was two kiddies.
they were not on the lane.
and den was ridding so fast.
one of them hit us la.
hui yi first den me.
so dumb.. den the boy kana scold for not keeping in track
luckily the impact was not so bad.
we all still on bike.
not like poor geraldine..
left at 4pm and headed to meet dearest.
have dinner and home sweet home!! (:
have a great day with u girls ^^

2008-06-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

this few days went to school for extra lessons..
today got social studies mock exam.
is like confirm fail thing la..
never study at all.

tomorrow going for english.
duno if can change to same class as jie si anot
if not i alone in another class.
den no one i am close with de is there
hope can change ba (:

thanks alot alot to jie si for accompanying me
i really appreciated it.
you will always there to pei me go home.
laughter is always with us
thanks!! ^^

2008-05-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

CHINESE INTENSIVE IS TIRING!!
whole week have Chinese until very tired.
have to stay back after school for Chinese until evening.
worried for my Chinese.!!

i miss BAND!!!!!!
looking very forward to the end of o's so i can go back for band practice and practice hard for ZSB concert!!
most importantly.. percussion ensemble!!
i will work very very hard for it.
&& will make it the best shot!!

went for dinner with my dearest girlfriends yesterday at lot 1 pizza hut
their service was quite bad.
the soup was the last to arrive.
and was like so watery.
but i guess it was because quite late le ba..
from wat renee said.. it is the last badge..
den no choice lor.
after dinner we walked to cck park..
did some crazy stuff and took photos!!
we walked home at about 1.30am.
den was kana horn by about 5 taxi drivers.
all uncle uncle type de.
they horn us first den go pass us.
den was like smiling at us la..
so crap..
anyway have alot of fun being with them
we gossip and gossip..
talked about each other's problems.
it was definatly a wonderful night.
photos will be undated asap when i get them

lastly..
i miss my MR FISH !!

2008-05-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

this few days was emotionally affected..

somehow i am worried for the earth..
does anyone also have the same feeling??
as i study the deforestation in geography..
after knowing all the needs....
i feel so guilty each time i use a plastic bag when i can just take it by hand..
i hope everyone will do their part to make a change in the future for the earth.
don think that " oh if i don take the plastic bag other ppl will also take " or " just one only ma "
well.. each of us can make a difference.
even if it is just a plastic bag.

anyways. these few days was really busy.
next week will be Chinese intensive..
very worried for it.
i duno how to study for it also.!!

really sorry to jing wen and jie si for wat has happen today
sorry for the inconvenience caused.

2008-04-25T14:57:00.003+08:00

SO SORRY!!
forgotten about my beloved seniors.
you are the ones who once guided me
THANKS A LOT!!

PERCUSSIONIST seniors
although we only manage to spent only about 1yr together
i really appreciated that.
+ i really have fun being with all of u!!
&& i miss the fun we have (:

2007 SEC 4 SENIORS
without all of u, plus mr er and mr lee..
i wont be able to survive being the SL when i was sec 2
ESPECIALLY TO JASMINE!!
thanks a lot for helping me out. (:
you should know what i mean yeah.

if i still miss out anyone tell me alright ^^

well. this few days quite busy.
almost everyday need to stay back in school.
this week ..
monday amaths mock paper
tuesday oral
wednesday emaths mock paper
thursday science practical exam
today chinese remedial
tomorrow amaths mock paper
bored!!
bad week.

2008-04-12T13:53:00.006+08:00

these few days were busy with band stuff.
Tuesday to Friday all band band band.
Tuesday was band practice.
Wednesday was awards rehearsal.
Thursday was bonding session.
Friday was awards day.
the last week of band for me.
i hate to step down.
i will definitely miss my beloved juniors, all the other members too.
4years fly pass just like that.
hope that everyone will remember the good and the bad times we have
all the perseverance in learning the songs and the satisfactory after finishing the songs.
i will never forget the moments especially with Mr er and my percussionists
those without scores drum ensemble were not noise.
and its so wonderful that we just fill in by feel.
only percussionist will understand how it will be like.

one thing i would NEVER regret being in band is that Angie and i had gone through the toughest moments when we have no seniors at all.
we build up the whole line with just the hands of ours without any seniors there for us. ( of cause with the help and guidance from Mr er and Mr lee )
that is the best satisfaction i ever have.
hope that my juniors will continue to lead the section well and be the best section ever.

BAND HAD MADE ONE OF THE HAPPIEST MOMENTS IN MY LIFE.

TO MY SEC 3s PERCUSSIONIST :
better take good care of the section alright. its time to lead. no more me and Angie to be dependent on. don everytime run away le!!

TO MY SEC 1s PERCUSSIONIST:
listen to the sec 3s especially DAVID!! stop complaining ok!! work hard and practice more

TO SEC 4/5:
all the best for exams!! thanks alot for everything. i had fun being with u all. do come back and visit and of cause stay in contact alright (:

TO THE REST OF BAND MEMBERS:
work hard for SYF next year! do us proud and obtain a GOLD!!

TO MR ER AND TEACHERS:
thanks for putting in so much effort for us. (:

some photos taken yesterday

ME : MR ER : ANGIE ANGIE : ME : JASMINE

fairy tales always ended with happily ever after.

but not in real life.

well.. its fairy tales after all.....

many things cant be put into words to say. but i hope people will understand. things are getting worst these days and i duno wat to do.

would anyone help me to end it?

i am half dead.

2008-04-03T17:22:00.005+08:00

Memories are precious..

i miss everything.

i miss the pass.

hope to restart my life

so everything will be the best

and it will be the best of my life.

my results for CA was bad.

i thought i can do better for a maths

but everything went worst.

the paper was easy

but... hais..

olevel is around the corner.

and i am not prepared

wat should i do

i cant concentrate
i think i should forget the pass

but i just cant.

HAPPY DAYS WITH MY BELOVEDS

a day with my primary school friends at esplanade

they are my love ^^

2008-02-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

its been long since i blogged.
and alot of things has happen these days.
really alot.
was isolating myself in the morning for 2days le.
dear and i made some decisions as it is an important for both of us
we made changes so we can strive hard fot the year.
hope luck is with us too ^^
god bless.

2008-01-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

i duno wat to blog :)

2007-12-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

hoping for the best to shu qun band members..
no matter wat.
zheng hua is forever cousins with shu qun
things will be better.
don get too upset le.
there is still chance.
cheer up alright :)

2007-12-23T13:50:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY
first day daddy & mummy not at home.
kinda of good la.
cause had a bad week with dad.
went to eat in the afternoon.
after tat do homework with dearest at study room downstairs.
his friends came over to play at 6.
as i have piano lesson at 8
so he find some friends over.
after piano.
went to play basketball with them!!
starting go down shoot a few.
not so bad.
can keep go in.
haven lose my touch yet.
but after tat. not as good le!!
well. i miss my basketball team :(
after playing until 10 when the gard come.
we went to pa sa ma lam at yew tee
sleep at around 3am

FRIDAY
second day without mum & dad
knowing tat there is performance today.
i still so late den sleep.
Wake up at 7.30am
actually wont be late de.
cause never wrap my Christmas present so like so rush.
den anyhow wrap.
got to take cab to school
cause it is like 8.15am when i go out of my house
well. the cab fare was like $7 lor.
extra 1.80 for tat timing.
den i bring $12.
end up only left $5 for lunch and dinner.

headed to bird park for just an half an hour performance.
we played anchors first.
den i was like playing on the drum set kick drum.
need bend down and play.
hand so tired after tat lor.
next up was ABBA gold.
den. if we hold on together!
yay. 2 bars for me to shine..
Desmond play my part for enka.
while i play the last part for timpani.
follow by flashback 80s.
don have xylophone and marimba
so i was like using the suspended cymbal stick
to hit on the bell..
quite dumb la.
i don think anyone will hear it.
end our performance with let it snow
we prepare quite a number of songs la.
den jus for awhile.
a little bored.

after tat. went for walk around bird park.
until 3 den go back entrance there
walked with all juniors, Angie, miss Liza
went back to school and have a gift exchange

THANK YOU
...... Aileen for the goodies bag
...... Qiu Jin & Martin for the Christmas card
...... Xin Yi for the sweets
....... How sun for the Christmas card. we/i really appreciate it
...... Miss Liza for the hot dog bread & twisties

SATUDAY
parents coming back in the afternoon.
dar and me decided to take out all the $1 coins we have been saving for about 6 months from the two doggie banks we bought.
it is save for this holiday de.
well. i head towards the bank.
was like waiting for at least 15mins.
den when i reach the counter.
they say cannot change.
den i was like sian diao.
waste my time.
dar also did not change to notes
den we shop with those coins lor.. T.T

firstly. went to heerens for slippers.
saw some celebrities tat is shooting the career thingy showing on channel 8
we bought 2 pairs of slippers
costing $16.90 each.
den total was like $33.80
we asked if they will accept all coins anot.
was like so funny can.
giving 34 $1 coins.
well. thats not all.
after tat. headed for marina for fun actually.
den walk walk walk.
see until giordano de display nice
somemore see until 40% off
den went inside lor.
i bought a shirt and dar bought 2 shirt
total was $41 i think
den took out 41 $1 coins lor.
abit malu la.

tat was when we were heading to marina square.
when we were at marina.
we bought movie tickets for the chipmunks show
den gave the casher 19 coins.
she was like showing to the person beside can.
like we is weird ppl like tat.

bought quite a number of stuff.
water bottle from mini toons
pencile box from wallet shop.
actually wan buy wallet also de
but too mani ppl.
don wan give so mani coins.
dearest bought long sleeves
was like so cheap.
2 for $20
luckily out of about 10.
2 were quite nice.
so bought the 2.
actually i wanted to buy t shirt tat also cost 2 for $20
but cannot try.
den don wan le.

chipmunks were cute la.
nice show.
it wont be a waste of money to watch it :)

SUNDAY
today was bored.
went to jurong for lesson.
end up they say don have.
its not the 5th week lor.
boring day!!!

2007-12-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

WEE!!
just came back from school after band.
really hope can have songs like alvamar again..
because i wan challenging songs.
so i can improve more through the songs.

hmm. maybe can get my juniors to play my part..
but its a little too late to ask them to take over.
as performance is on Friday at bird park!!
well.. why cant the performance be longer.
just half an hour.
at the entrance..
den we are having a light performance.
bringing only drum set, my glockenspiel & all the accessories.
maybe 2 timpani.
anyways.. the performance is from 10.30am to 11am ba..
den the attire is the flower flower de with white inside.
the one we wore to balloon hat festival.
but got to wear with jeans.
dark coloured de. den covered shoes.
actually request to wear school skirt and pants de.
but Mr er DON WAN!!!!

really hope to have a percussion ensemble someday
it will be so so cool la.
every time when band is having sectional on those pop songs.
we will be bored.
as nothing much to sectional.
den we will like copy the Malay drums.
if not is like we play drum set separately.
one play kick bass. den one high hat. one snare.
den we have complicated combinations.
its fun ok.

well. ask Valarie if she regret coming out from percussion as she is sec 1 now is trombonist.
den she say yes!!
hahas. as we like always having fun & chatting & laughing around.
every time kana scolding or punished for being noisy.
but its better den the others la.
quite surprise tat some seniors think tat we percussionist is not bonded at all.
i don really understand.
if u have any comments or other way of thinking.
please tell me.. :)

cant bear to leave band next year!!!
will seriously miss my juniors..
hope they will do fine without us
jia you!!!!

dearest is coming back tomorrow!!
always looking forward to this day..
its been 2 weeks.

2007-12-16T01:48:00.000+08:00

wee.. well. first time take the night bus la.
today went for compassavle concert..
the band is big lor..
they have percussion assemble!!
so cool.. so wished we have 1 too..
don mind is combined with shu qun percussionist.
well.. guess there is no more chance le.
cause next yr gonna step down le!!!
will be missing my juniors la..
we become so much closer after 1yr..
after so much things..
competitions, performance.
same goes with shu qun percussionist && us..
its so much fun being with them.
working hard together..
helping each other..
lots of fun la.. :)

well. after concert..
we went to suntac to eat mac..
hahas. den no train to go back..
last train was to kranji.
den no more jurong east train le.
so we took the mid night owl bus..
reach home about 1.30am..
den on labtop and blog le..

tomorrow still got lesson......
boring. every week same.
must start to do my add maths le.
teacher is really wow can.
give us two unit to do.
well.. don look down on this 2 units..........
is really really lots.
got 10 straight line graphs to draw la.
den got the proving de stuff..
i think proving is a dumb topic la.
why must we prove.
does it have anything related to life?
i can understand why we need algebra, trigo.
but proving for????????????
hahas. lol.
kinda of tired le.
blog someday else :)

2007-12-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

so long did not blog le..
well.. was down with fever on sunday & monday.
so suay. so eager to go back on monday for band de
end up like tat.
somemore celebrate mr lee de birthday!!
never eat still must pay for it.
sianx. if just down with fever.. its ok to go maybe half day
but!!!! hmm. if u know me well.. u will knoe ba.
hahas. interested??
i wont say. >.<

anyways. fashback somemore..
saturday 8 dec .. i don remember i go where.
i think is stay at home play game ba.
bored.

0friday 7dec..
2nd day at town.. bored
went out with angie, freda && randie.
its been a year since we go town together.
well. i missed those times went we were sec 1
wont say much about it la..
about 5pm.
went to meet renee.
she is working at hokkaido ice-cream at plaza sing
so we went for dinner there && walked to far east
shop shop for awhile den go home le.
she bought a shirt. puffy puffy kind de.
the collar looks cute :)
talked alot alot of stuff la..

thursday 6dec
do project with huiyi.
about the food thingy de.
her dad drove us around.
we went to maxwell & tiong baru
after her dad drop us at clarke quay.
bought 10 papers to write.
maybe as chirsmas card ba.
after tat went town lor.
walk walk awhile den go home le.

for the other days.. i stayed at home la.
nothing much.
hope tomorrow my eyes will be better.
so i can go to school looking like normal.
hahas.
tats all :)

2007-12-02T14:48:00.000+08:00

finally.. band is having a break after one whole month of hard work.
well. have camp from wed to friday 28,29,30 nov.. it was ok la.
there is a kind of feeling like must take care of the sec1s & 2s
didnt manage to play the game i and hui ying plan..
we have shelves in the band store now!!
all thanks to mr er!! the store is much neater now..

well 26nov was the concert. it was great la..
receive a blue rose from my laopos & guo laing.
thanks alot.
more ppl to thanks..
yi yan, juliana and friends. thanks for supporting
how sun for the encouragements.
not very happy with my performance. cause i knoe i can do much much better
but was ok la..
hope that shafika will have more confidence in playing the next time round.

flashback some more..
on the 15-18 nov i went to geting highland!!
stay there for 2 days. den went down to KL
well. the atmostphere was great la..
same as cameron highland.
went to play the rides on the second day.
i cant believe my parents can play those rides with me
it was wonderful man.
KL was bored la..
nothing nice to shop actually..

half of the holiday is gone & my homework is not even half done
bored.
gonna chiong this week & next week.

dearest is going back for 2 weeks!!
i duno how i going to pass.
thats why i chionging my homework.
gonna be bored.
worst of all..
band break for this week!!
argh..

well. thats all ba.. :) ^^ >.<

2007-11-09T19:03:00.000+08:00

woo!! ALVAMAR OVERTURE is definalty good music man.
check it out during our concert huh.
its cool can. i loved the triplets rhythm.
and it is played by the brass den the woodwinds.
nice nice!! slow part was good too. quite touching kind lor.
can put for those sad sad movies..
i hope i can play well this time.
RUNNING NOTES IS STRESSFUL!!
&& STICKING IS DEMANDING!!
anyways.. PERCUSSION JIA YOU!! :]

dear is tight up with work.
everyday until 5.
sometimes till OT
sianx.
have not be meeting him for 6 days.
tomorrow will be a week le..
BORED

i miss my dearest lots..

2007-11-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

BORED. mani days did not update. computer got probelm and my 2nd kor at home. den cannot use. cause he using.

well. last mon && tue went to the bowling course.
hahas. learn some things la. && quite fun too.. cause like free flow of games like tat..
wee. teacher.. erm. coach i mean.. say i got potential!! yeah!!
sometimes i think.. why i small tat time never go concentrate on sports..
i got ball sense lor.. hahas. wanna go sports school badly de.. but until P6 den i knoe got such things.. too late can.. diaos..

no regrats la anyway. doin well in band nowadays. quite happy for myself.
those complicated rhythms wont trouble me anymore.
yeah!! and i can play faster now..

anyway.. quite tired these few days.
band practice for mon wed fri from 9am-5pm la.
den got mani mani homework lor.
all maths E && A la.

miss liaow & mr er say the same thing la.
say a maths standard de.
so must practice more le.
JIA YOU!!

anyway. band is demanding cause concert is coming!!!
on the 26 nov, 7pm at catholic jc.
anyone wants to come support me???
tickets at $8 each.
this concert consists of admirty, assumption, orchird park, combined shu qun && zheng hua.
its not out concert la. so combine with shu qun..
good good.. we will become stronger. and play nicer :)

i am handling mallets all by myself. bored.
while the rest got ppl to help.
out of 3 songs. got 2 is quite demanding la.
especially alvamar.
tempo is fast lor. den hand must run le..
die. scared nervous den wrong how!!
my friends going support me.
den i like tat!!!!
JIA YOU YI LEI!!!!

those going must buy rose and shout my name huh.
hahas. well. just kidding la.
hope u all will enjoy.
alvamar is nice la.
winter too.. but i wanna play tom tom!!
TOO BAD! cause no one playin mallets.
maybe i can play during the bird park performance.
wahahahas!!
i am so excited to show off my skills..
LOL.. i am just crazy la.

well.. off to have my dinner le.
oh ya. one more thing.
THANKS HUI MING
for passing me the formular list.
if not i cannot do the worksheet.
my formular list is gone!!
sianx. i draw until so nice. den gone. hahas

BYE!! UPDATE NEXT TIME. >.<

2007-10-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

uper bored!!

tomorrow having bowling course with band members..
9.30 going be in school le.
now cannot sleep.
just now sleep for two hours like tat. from 6+ to 9 den wakie up
this few days keep eat le den sleep
sianx.

anyways. 3e2 win for PEG
cheers!!
we have really be more close le.
good tat it had really bonded us..

well. will end here le. post other day (:

2007-10-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

WELL DONE 3E2!!
&& OF CAUSE ..
GOOD TEAM WORK GIRLS. =)
yeah!! 3E2 is the champion for todays captain's ball game.
nice team work with jia hui especially. =)
of cause the rest too.
hahas. && xin hong too. first time tag up with her
we have good players && good catcher && not forgetting our defender!!
i believe we did not play rough ba..
hope the other classes de wont be unhappy about it anymore
its just a game..
sorry if i had been rough in the games.
well.. we had planned who should do wat all tat la..

thanks to azurah, azyan & fatinah for lettin me play the game.
i hope i have done well to make u all no regrats for putting me in.

well.. first time talk so much to bernyce & celina.
hahas. always wished to chat more with them de.

PLAYERS : BERNYCE, CELINA, JIA HUI, XIN HONG, ASIDAH, FATINAH, AZURAH, AZYAN, SHI QI, YI LEI

2007-10-18T11:08:00.000+08:00

wee.. sianx..
now at school blogging.. duno wat to do sia..
even come computer lab also nothing to do..
computer super slow.. bored..!!!

all my friends pand seh me .
jia hui && hui ming never come school.
hui yi got the dumb dumb AEM. business things..
looking for friend DESPERATELY...
dear also never come school..

now sitting with annie at the lab.
thanks alot for peiiing me..
&& of cause geraldine too.

well. today was totally boring.. firstly.. PE was like play ur own games..
got basketball, soccer and badminton..
of cause play basketball lor.
but no fun lor.
just shot shot shot. && play mini match with no rules..
bored..

next. geography was sianx la..
watch about MR raffles about singapore..

next. physics.
watched miss swan. she speaks like so weird lor.
not funny la. but still bother to watch.
better den all the history things.
yesterday already watch the china history le.
sat with dominic and jess while watching the historys..

lastly.. now in computer lab lor.
should have listen to dear not to come school
but i don think my parents will let la..
duno wat we going to have later after recess.

JUST ANOTHER BORING DAY....

2007-10-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wished that i am not myself..
&& i hope to be someone else.
i wished that i could be others as they have better lives den me.
and they have got all i wanted.

but this is life.
i cant do anything about it..
it just really hurts to see that i am such a faliure in everything among the rest.

i hate it when some people use corky face && compare things that i am not good in.
&& i did not use what i am good and better den to show off.
MOST OF ALL.. i don show such FACES and ATTITUDES

i am really depress & dissappointed in myself.
i know i am been look down.
but i cant do anything.
the more it is.. the more restless i feel.
and i will die at the end.
i cant help it...

i don wanna get my results.
and i hope i never do.
i don wan the bloodie corky face..
i wan to run away from everything..

thanks alot to my dearest for being there,
but i seriously do need ppl to stop hurting me indirectly.
well. it might not be just me.
maybe those tat were been looked down my ur corky face were hurt too.
its really too much after so much things have happen.
i hate u.

2007-09-29T14:33:00.000+08:00

well.. exams are here again.!! bored. got to chiong studies again. espically science.!!
die le.!! duno how to study..

SATURDAY
wee.. waitinh for 4 to strike so dear can study with me.
bored staying at home la.. went to school in the morning for add maths. feel tat miss liao is really very good la. after maths i went home le.. BORED!!

FIRDAY
went to play fireworks yesterday with dear at teck whye.. actually was play fire la. hahas. lol..
den reach home quite late.
so sorry girls. everytime i did not went to meet u all.. den end up i have miss so much things.
hope renee will feel better.. take care huh. we will be here for u

THURSDAY
den thursday. go for olevel music again. as we cannot copy down the poem tat we need to compose on the 4 oct which is next week, we had asked each other to remember their lines. two to a line. as we have onli 15 pupils. we were quite united la. well. we onli have about 5 mins to look through. after teacher say times up and no more lookin, we all ran out of the music room to write out the poem. teacher just said cannot write inside the music room. so we were like so funny la. hahas. we are definatly a bush of music makers but and mischivous too.. =)

WEDNESDAY
argh. teacher don let me climb the rockwall for the second time.. so bored. wanna climb. but no wear track pants. den teacher don wan let.. sianx.. and i actually did not really concentrate on being a supporter for jess.. sorry!! my heart was like i just wann climb.. den i think she fell a few time. her hand abt cut too.. i am such a dumb ass..

well. thats all the interesting things this week.!!

2007-09-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

wee.. HAPPY BIRHDAY TO KAI XIN!!
while lookin through my msn. see until her nickname. den remember its her birthday today. just in time to wish her.. hahas..

this whole week so bored la. after holiday den need study and chiong more le. cause exams coming le . got back my results le. onli chinese fail. die liao lor. parents sure ask me go back tuition de.

tomorrow school again. my maths haven finish. veri lazy these days. and those questions are hard..

I WANNA TUITION MATHS!!!!!

2007-08-19T01:29:00.000+08:00

wee.. long time no blog le.. busy again lor..
school is dam tiring lor.. den got cca. worst of all my piano exam..
duno if i will pass anot. quite worry. played like shit. did not expect to be in tat way. quite disappointed. den last thursday which is 16 aug. is o level music common test. played the piece again. wa lao. more dam worst lor. those not suppose and never had mistakes before de den got mistake.. the listening test also like duno wat.. i study de all never come out. was like everything duno lor.. hais.. thought my pieces can help.. but too bad.. nothing was good la.
the whole week is filled with tests lor.. bored..

anyways. its over!! another week of holiday is coming!! wee. persevere girl.. well.. today.. dear and i went to cathey cineplax there watch rush hour 3. the show was not bad la.. but quite fast end like tat leah. den so dam idiot. got one couple behind there so kao pei lor. keep on kick my chair. should be the girl la. cause directly behind me. wa lao.. is like keep on kick and kick lor. duno they do doin wat sia. watch movie leg keep make until my chair. den turn back look at them also like never say sorry. ass lor. after tat we realise tat the are quite big size la.. or should i say fat. OR TOA CAH SOH ??? hiya. den make until mood no so good lor. watch movie until ppl keep kick. sianx.

after went to marina there watch fire works.. this yr de fireworks really quite zhi de go watch la..
i feel it is better den the last one i have seen. and like also better den national day de lor. alot variety. dear and me was like at the bridge standing for like 1 hour 2 hour plus just for tat 20 mins of fireworks.. really veri nice and colourful. have some diffuculty in coming back home la.. cause so mani ppl lor. den take bus until teck whye den go eat den go home.. so tired..

2007-05-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

BORED!! at home for two bloody days.. wan to go school.. left last week onli. den i sick.. wa lao. so dumb lor. i miss school.. i miss my dear.. have not seen him for like 4 days lor.

AHHHH!!! all because of my stupid eyes.. actually is onli red red lor. just sore eyes.. den after tat go see doctor. after eatin medicine. think my hand go make until another eye.. end up the other eye swollen until like duno wat. den i took a nap. wake up both eyes also swollen. wa lao. like alien sia.. duno if i last life is alien or goldfish.. eyes everytime swollen. but this time is like so super lor. duno why suddenly no voice le.. den veri difficult to talk..den end up watch tv. after tat voice start to come back le.. but eyes still the same

at night go back see the same doctor again. hehes.. quite like the doctor la..i quite scared see doctor de. but the doctor so friendly. so no worries le.. den he say duno why my eyes like tat also. den he give me injection.. he say.. 1 2 3. den poke inside le.. put a plaster on den no need pay money.

went home just in time to watch 9oclock show. den feeling sleepy sleepy de. think because of the injection ba.. den went to bed quite early.

morning wakie up. still quite swollen. so decided not to go school le. onli better by abit. so stay at home.. another bored day!! goin to polyclinic soon. to see doctor again.. wish to go school tomorrow. i don wan miss any more fun and lesson le.. some more tomorrow after school got a maths extra lesson.. AND....
I MISS DEAR ALOT!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-19T13:16:00.000+08:00

about a week no update le.. no time to update.. worst is no time for my bao bei!!

this whole week so busy.. thought after exam can relax and pei dar more .. end up whole week not one day is free to pei him..
MONDAY
was our 1 year and 3 month anniversary. so.. pon my piano.. say i cannot go.. hahas.. but is pei dear dear.. but monday always ended late la.. so we just went causeway to collect his handphone.. we ate mos burger. den went walk walk awhile. looking for nice piggy banks.. hmm.. anyone seen any nice piggy banks? inform me yeah. times flies and he send wo go home le..
TUESDAY
band starts today. was bored la.. cause onli got a few ppl came. den we duno how to play the song. call us sign read that. after the sec 4 left. we were like dying.. after band went home le.. cause after tat going to hui yi house downstairs practice guitar for the old folks home trip on thursday. is like no time to prepare lor.. it make us suffer for the few days. never give us more time de.. practice until about 9 like tat. den daddy come fetch wo home.. went home to watch tv. hehes. after tat. finally.. dear work ended le!!
WEDNESDAY
today, recess never went downstairs for recess. cause playin guitar with my friends. den lazy to go down.. den end up my friends also don wan go down.. den all ask man si and mei yi to buy for us.. end up they come in with 7 packets of 7 nuggets. hahas. was cute lor.. tou tou bring in so much nuggets into class. after eatin.. stomach start to pain. at first i thought was maybe just a little hungry. den thought eat abit too fast den pain de. so i stop awhile. but end up i still rushin cause teacher already inside class le.. from tat lesson onwards.. my stomach duno like wat happen. was so pain lor.. go toilet le still veri pain. den slept in class during additional maths lesson. thought have a sleep le den stomach will be better. but after a few seconds. it starts to pain le.. so.. i ask dear if we can take taxi to my house. finally reached home. toilet again.
as azurah and davita got history. so they come here at around 4. dear went home after tat. he pei wo at downstairs. actually wan play pool de.. but stomach too pain le. end up he playin with himself. i sittin at the chair. after azurah and davita came.. i practice with them for a while. den went home call dear cause he goin work le. den i stay at home about 2 hours. leaving the two girls there. i fell asleep for an hour den my mummy bring my handphone in call me listen. den is huiyi. she ask me go fetch her and azyan.. so i went down le. for the whole day i onli eat 7 nuggets until night. went back home at 9. watch tv again. den got abit feverish. thinkin tat maybe cannot go tomorrow. if like tat. i practice until so hard den end up like tat. hahas. sian lor. have an earlier night tat day
THURSDAY
wake up this moning feelin ok.. wee. can go to school and visit old folks. hmm.. when we reach there. some of them directly put a smile. it was quite happy to see tat we bring a smile to them. at tat time. i thought tat i would come and visit next time with my friends rather den school. but everything change at the end of the day......see some faces tat i remember.
the second image after we step in... was a fight between two old man.while the ppl in charge there is telling some things. the two old man was like snatchin a chair. and like going to throw at each other. luckly our teacher told the person. and they quickly went to stop. it was quite a bad day la. we were quite afraid la. those in charge of games all tat never approach the old folks to play with them. yet they play with themself. well. it is expected la. anyway.. an ah ma sing song to me la. hahas. den feeling bored, went to help out with bowling section. after tat helped yvonne to give out jellies. some of them wanted more. but we were told not to give them more as everyone have their share. if not later the others will be unahppy and ask why they have more all tat stuff.. me and yvonne's hand was like shivering a little la. let out a relief after giving out the jellies. don really wish to talk about the performance la.. it was bad.. i knew this day wont be good.. anyways. we were shoo off when azurah, azyan and davita was performin. when the sing the last sentance. once their voice was stop. but the guitar have not. the person say" thanks you zheng hua. but could u all go outside and sit. our folks here goin to have their meals." was like so rude la. he sot of snatch the mic away lor. den shoo us off. was quite upset la.
FRIDAY
today was ok la. miss kuek cheer me up a little after she told us some comments on thursday.
she is funny la. hahas. but i failed her subject. anyway. after school was band again. mr er was here! he was quite fed up when he was that the attendance was bad la. been shot abit. he say if this goes on. he don wan take us le. hais.. sad la.. band will be bored le.. cause sec one joine main band le. den mr er got to teach one by one slowly slowly. poor percussion. got to do nothing le. worst of all. no junior le. actually got two but one quit. one change to trumpet. is expected de la. cause was boring ma. tat time me and angie also like tat. keep pon onli. but never quit or other thing. some more syf here.. so never pay attention to sec 1. and they cant play anything too .. don blame them for havin this move la. cause its too super normal le. history will repeat itself for my sec two's this yr. when my senior take us. they were sec 3. den me and angie suffered by ourselves for 1 year le. wee.. BAND!!! MUST JIA YOU LE!!
SATURDAY
another sat not goin out. dear workin ma. den lazy find friends. duno where to go too.. wanted go cut hair with renee de. but she say hong jun also wan cut. den she ask me bring dear. but too bad.. dear working. so end up don wan go le. not in a rush to cut too.

BORED!!

dear ar.. must happy hor..

this days i no pei u.
den u fan lots of things.
see u like tat so xin tong..
i love you

2007-05-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wee.. yesterday my daddy went to ask the mrt thingy.. den end up sayin onli need pay 30 dollars. hahas. phew man.. if it is 500.. i really duno what to do lor. hahas.. me and dear let out a relief... thinking tat with that 1000 dollars for the stupid man's coffin.. we rather spent it on ourselves lor.. can go so many place to play.. wee.. forget it ba.. =)

yesterday went out with dear.. meet him at around 12 plus.. den go cck find the man.. but too bad he not there. den we went lavanda to see the aeroplane he wan to buy de.. look look around too.. the shop is sell mo xing fei qi car or boat de.. but veri expensive..
after tat went to eat eat.. den we go plaza sing.. actually wan watch duno wat ghost show de.. jia hui tell me de.. but we find plaza sing.. find the big big cathey also cannot find. den go orchard there find also don have.. but anyway.. after tat went bishan.. den end up watchin spiderman 3..
quite nice la.. but duno why hui yi and jia hui say not nice.. hahas..duno la. after tat went to hehes.. take picture.. wee.. actually yesterday say wan to raffles there de.. but end up i quite tired le.. den at bishan somemore.. so never go le..
he send wo until outside my condo there den he go take bus le... have fun la.. so long never go out with him le.. everyday so busy..

wee.. today so bored.. cannot stand stayin at home le.. must go out de.. but parents start sayin my leg grow flower. must go out walk. at home will die like tat..
bored bored!!!!

miss uu!!!

2007-05-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

hais.. actually today suppose to veri a good day de.. but ended up like duno wat shit lor..

firstly.. today is the last day of exam le.. den of cause happy ma. suffer alot of days le leah.. veri tired. den not enough sleep. eyes gettin smaller and smaller.. den finally.. last paper was science paper 1.. alot duno how do.. anyhow do.. sianx.. i think exams failin le.. every paper i do like shit duno how i study de.. i did study.. but.. hais.. den still got one more paper.. music... at riverside..cannot remember things well.. before tat .. me and dear went to play pool.. hahas.. me keep lose. tat time keep win..

after tat.. he went to lavenda with his friends see duno wat aeroplane.. den i go exam lor.. write all rubbish.. duno correct anot.. hahas. but anyway. after tat meet dear again.. go fix his phone den go buy sushi eat eat.. whole day was quite happy lor. but quite tired.

hais.. den he buy slurpy ma.. bring on the mrt there.. den until cck.. i itchy mouth want to drink.. den he play with me.. don let me drink den he ownself drink first den i drink.. so dam suay.. the mrt de stupid man see until me drink.. hais.. normally they will warn u rite.. guess wat i got. wat to hell lor.. dam shitty..
he f***in fine me and dear 500 dollars each leah. he just call us write our particulars. den we just write lor. cause thought just record as warning .. den next time take action.. hais.. he so idiot just call us come down the control station.. den he ask for ez link.. after tat ask for ic. stupid.. ask us to write. den ask so many things.. say this tat.. dumb shit. den took wp bloddie long to write things inside the room.. den i was like impatient la.. wa lao. den i ask.. sorry i am rushing for time.. he say oh.. let me write finish first. dam idiot slow lor.. den he just take the paper say pay wat stupid fine.. say wat tat time come to our school b4 for talk. sayin mrt rules of watever stuff..

hais.. i don wan even look at him. talk to me i just see other place.. see the face wanna bash him lor.. wa lao.. he have no ren qin wei de.. we are just students rite.. why no second chance.. if wan fine. or wat punishment is can de.. but no need until like 500 dollars... some more is two of us can. 1000 for him to buy coffin have funeral isit..

hais.. 500 lor. my dear so poor thing.. just earn money den goin spent le...
hehes. but dear cheer me up.. he say.. hmm.. think is tat man no laopo no children. wan die le also no money for coffin. den see until me and dear share drink.. hehes. he jealous.. wan fine us.. hahas lol........ but i don understand why we cant drink or eat there..as long as we never dirty the place will be good enough le ma.. cause if ppl need to sit from east to west. den need water or eat leah. how. die inside mrt meah.. no rite.. siao..
would u rather die or grabe a bite or drink a sip of water..
please la.. the answer is like... wa lao..

GOD BLESS ME.. !!! TOMORROW GOING TO ASK IF CAN APPEL FOR LESS HUSH PUNISHMENT ANOT..

CURSE TAT STUPID MAN!!! BU DE HAO SI!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-08T14:02:00.000+08:00

wee. using laptop again.. hehes.. but this time not hui yi de le. now using de is dear dear de =)

hmm.. at jurong library now.. dear bring laptop go. den got to sit on the floor. if not no plug. he bring here to do FNN but end up onli do abit den sleep.. hehes.. den now he never do anythin. down there dream onli >.<
hehes.. everytime he doin things sure go disturb de.. make him so like... hahas..

anyway. today's physics paper was ok la.. quite a few question i can do. not like last time cannot do physics de.. but yesterday never really study for it lor.. at night go yvonne house watch tv. den after tat go her room there so hot... abit hard to concentrate..

hehes..den tomorrow additional maths again. bored.. tat time tat paper killed me le.. duno tomorrow will still survive anot.. jia you ba.. =)
left 3 more papers to go.. wee. two more days..

tomorrow going school earlier to study first.. den after tat at about 9.30 go find mrs chua. ask her help me revise on music de thingy.. so worry tat will fail.. den tat time the teacher ask me to consider to drop the subject.. cause the last test i never study ma.. get de marks not veri nice.. but actually don really understand some things de.. cause duno wat the teacher sayin.. see by tomorrow will understand anot..
if drop the subject hor.. veri pai seh leah.. like i veri stupid or wat de..

anyways.. hehes.. dear dear ask me jiayou >.<

write until here le.. i don wanna die tomorrow. got to study le =)

2007-05-07T16:36:00.000+08:00

wee!! years not blogging le. lost my password den lazy to recover. den never post lor. no time also. so busy can.. after my piano exam. got band syf. after that mid year exam.. tired man. hehes

anyways... now at hui yi's house using her laptop.. studying physics together. with hui yi , jia hui and dominic.. so bored.. i know nothing for physics.. think is cause not listening in class. sianx lor.. exams day still left 3 more days. hmmm. i think the school is simply dumb. put two subjects tat got alot alot alot content de together.. making the students suffer.. need to remember many many stuff.. den end up not enough sleep. den end up failing.. den get scoldin from daddy mummie and getting red marks on report books.. this mid year i sure fail lots of things de.. not understanding in class.. and.. so busy!!!!

later having piano from 6 to 7. den after tat do study with my two laopos.. hehex . renee also havin physics tomorrow. need yvonne to tutor us later le.. wee.. our physics sux lor..

wee.. dear dear now studyin with his friends. duno got study anot.. think sure is playin game de.. miss uu. :)

well.. stop here le.. nothing to blog.. all the best for exams.. last few papers =)

2007-01-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

wee. today was bored la.. nothing much to do anyway. feeling that today's school was super long la. after school still got maths level test. every single beeing flooded by numbers..
test was okie la. if i have studied it sure will be better de. hehex.

after the test, dear pei me went seaching for the CD for tomorrow's lesson at riverside. we went lot one. after that west mall. and lastly causeway. den the causeway de ppl say only heeren there den comfirm got. so sianx lor. after that he pei wo until yew tee mrt. the both of us was like so tired le. in the mrt. hehex. dear was like blushing lor. wee!! cause i keep on look at his face ma. den he was like laughing lor. hehex. den suddenly saw him fanning himself. lol. dear was sweating. hehe. at least make him not so tired for just that moment. reach yew tee den he still back to his sleepy tired look le.

saw yvonne and her band senior. den pei her go buy her dinner. after that we walked home together.

mini messages always type here specially for dear:
hehex. i so hate the social studies teacher. so bad.
try to go school tomorrow ma. i will be missing you...
cant stand u did not message me.

2007-01-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

wee. so long no blog le. about 2 month le. school starts le. stress on the way! a little regret taking p.o.a. additional maths. elementry maths. plus P.O.A!! physics too. omg. help me. all numbers. but anyway. yvonne says. don regret wat u have done! hmm. therefore must look on the bright side le. jia you jia you!

this year so busy. these few weeks already making me feel tired le. monday friday saturday got band. wednesday might be a need to go as the sec 1 will be coming in soon le. syf coming soon le. aiming for gold. anyway. i left with tuesday thursday sunday. sunday for tuition and guitar. thursday for my o level music thing. left with only tuesday. hais. no time to pei dear le. tuesday he got his higher mother tongue. but anyway. my wednesday still not comfirm de. one whole week taken. sick and tired of this life.

anyway. today went to singapore concert hall fot our syf rehearsal. we use shu qun's percusion instruments. only brought our crash and suspended cymbal. our snare drum too. we only got an hour la. but as it was the first time i been to band syf. abit lost lor. get scolding from mr er for not arranging hao hao lor. feeling that i being a sectional leader of percusion is such a failure. i have got to work hard. god bless i will suceeded. after that. mr er found out the stand of the glockenspiel something wrong. time wasted on this and that. life was hard at that one hour. was scolded for either too loud or too soft.. must have confidence.!! cannot just because one scoldin. den like give up on the whole thing. 11.30am on the dot. the person come in and say. times up. we didnt manage to finish the whole piece of Der Vogelhandler. left section v to x. but we got to go. anyways. our percusion seniors were there. they gave us some advice. glad that they were there. thanks alot yeah. they say me and angie played well. teehee. they say me was cute when playin la. hahas. den the bell bell sound come out also nice. also cute cute de. hehex. by the way. if me and angie don play well. we can go die le lor. seinor le leah. sec 3 le. must be pro le.
after that we went back school le. put back instruments. den fall out

after band. i went teck whye market with angie. she bought her lunch. and i went meet dear. bought mac chicken plain for him. den hang around. den he send me home using bicycle! yeah. he ride me home. was wondering to take bus or he ride bicycle me home. after calling daddy. he sot of scolded me la. abit unhappy lor. den ask dear use bicycle send me home le. so i can be more happy. so bored. cause veri fast reach le. use the canel way.
reach home kana nag again la. den dear go play basketball. cannot sms me. cause prepaid no money. so sian diao lor.

i duno wat to say.
this is wat i feel only
i maybe wrong.
but....
can u don just stand on their side
why should i be the one to take the initiative

2006-11-26T13:40:00.001+08:00

so long not blogging le.

23/11/06

went to school early in the morning. daddy fetch me until around angie house. i lied to daddy. sayin was to meet friend. but was to meet dear. he lent me his camera. after that he send me to school. when for band until 11. no instructor came to teach us. we warm up. tunning. den play a few songs. den is time to go for bbq! angie and i met ying ying outside school. den went patrick house downstairs. borrowed volleyball from him den we head our way to bukit panjang plaza le. waiting for xin ying. and waitin for daddy to reach and send us there. while waiting. saw allson group of friends. they took 190. den azyan hui yi yee see jing ren took taxi. reach about 12 plus plus 1. den waiting for all ppl to reach. den suddenly rain. we took all the things to the shelter.
they rent bicycle. they played in the sea. chasin here and there. i was sitting there sun tanning. collectin money. i did not rent bike. borrow from those who rent and went ridding for a moment. after that. all of them was waiting for the food to come. all was askin when they comin. all was hungry. when about 6pm the delivery den arrive. they said 4-6. really is 6 den come. i predicted. knew it de lor. den startin we could not get the fire started. everyone so excited. all surrounded at the pit. took quite sometime to get the fire started. den after that was like everyone wanted food. me and ying ying was cookin. i was dependin on her. everything also ask her cooked le ma. hahas. den we were so busy lor. did not expect so little ppl to arrive. i lost $60 over dollars. wahahas invest >.< never mind la. once a while. den left alot of bbq food. i took everything home. took taxi with yeesee and xin ying. paid $23.30 for taxi fees. was tired la. did not eat much. not hungry actually.thats all for that day.. havin fun. so miss them

24/11/06

open house. no one tell me and angie that we should meet at 8 in school. we thought it was 9am. den we were late. they should have told us. they say is our falt that we did not ask. but we already told them we went for bbq le ma. den why cant just one of them tell us. one sms veri expensive is it. wat kind of attitude lor. kinda fed up actually. maybe is they forget to tell den they say is our falt. den me arrive there at 9.30 like tat. open house was boring la. got to wait de lor. den perform for awhile onli.. lunch is from the malay stall de. hahas. all cannot eat chili. but percusion can. cause we not use mouth to play instrument de ma. after band met dear dear.
daddy mummy went malaysia. den sat den come back. so i was with him. den he send me home at around 10. took 307 again.

25/11/06

wakie up at around 2pm. sleep 12 hours like tat lor. casue sleep on big big bed. den not too hot or not too cold. no one disturbin. no phones calls. no ppl walking in and out of the room. den wakie up le got to prepare to go out le. go shu qun's band concert. saw hao sun playin the bells xylo and chimes. wee. he is pro lor. when the drama. he got solo. den fast fast de. so pro lor. their
drama is the three bear de. exactally same as yvonne de band lor. den her band also at the same hall as shu qun de. so wish our band have concert lor. but too bad the stupid yup yup. don let . humph. no chance to hao lian le. so bad.

26/11/06

today tuition again. but no guitar. they got some sort of concert la. so was cancel. sunday was boring !!!

one more day to the answer.
i wan just sleep every min every second
i don wan wakie up
i am running away from the time.
i wan the time to stop.
i hate this kind of moment.
i don wan hurt u any more.
i am crying every min every second inside my heart
i am sorry.
i am useless.

2006-11-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

wee. today went to sheng xiong at ten mile with azyan angie and hui yi.to buy things for tomorrow's bbq at east cost.spent about 50 dollars over it. getting excited for tomorrow. first time organise a bbq for them. den the bbq package make me worry a little. scared not enough food or later not nice how how!! bless our bbq will go smoothly. but before goin there. got to go school for band first. cause me and angie same class ma. same section also. den onli senior there. so cannot pang seh them. den cannot two senior also not there. so must go at least awhile lor.
hehe. tomorrow can see almost all of my classmates le.
when buying drinks. hui yi was kinda of fed up about not buyin sarsi. hahas. sorry yeah hui yi. but is 3 against 1. den i really dislike sarsi. so sorry yeah :) but at least we did not buy all the same flavour le.

after buying. i walk with angie until her house downstairs. carrying two plastic bags. everyone got to bring 3 1.5 litre of drink back. was like so heavy lor. den ask dear to save me.
wee. if not my hand will break le. can u imagine carrying all the way to yew tee. then the another bag also quit heavy de lor. den until around freda house there. child care de kiddy come out play ma. normally those kiddy is in pair de ma. den one girl one boy hold hands de ma. hehex. den dear and me act like one of them. walk behind them hold hands >.<
hehex. most cute of all. the kiddys was like..turn back and say girlfriend and boyfriend leah. they were so cute. and den the kiddys was like smiling and laughing all the way. after that went to the nearest bus stop take bus lor :) think thats all for today ba.

NO rain for tomorrow!!

2006-11-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

wee. having 2e3 gathering at east cost on the 23rd. all 2e3 members please come yeah.

sunday again. >.< oh ya. band camp was on wednesday to friday. we slept in the class rooms. it is just havin band practice la. cause most of the time is havin band practice. mr er was funny lor. hahas. he is great. he told us ghost stories. having band pratice at night was different from before :) quite fun actually. got ppl don dare go toilet. at night was so cold. didnt have a good sleep on the first night. normally go camp is like tat de. second night smarter abit. wear track pants to sleep. if not later too cold again.

today was boring lor. tuition boring too .

i so miss my laogong. 4 days did not see him le.
tomorrow will meet him ba.
miss his everything

2006-11-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

oh ya. got to do freda's survay.

The Eleven-s :D
Message:Can you name 11 people u can think of right off the top of ur head? Don't read the question underneath until you write the names of all 11 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the name first . NO CHEATING !

1. Renee
2. Yvonne
3. XingYuan
4. Freda
5. Angie
6. Jasmine
7. Annie
8. HuiYi
9. Azyan
10. Agacia
11. Kaixin

o1.How did you meet 10 ?
- my primary school friend

o2.What would you do if you have never meet 6?
- lost a maths lover friend

o3.Have you ever see 4 cried?
- yeah. she always cry infront of me >.<

o4.What will u do if 6 and 2 are dated?
- they are not lessbians.. and they duno each other

o5. Do you think 1 is pretty?
- yeah. strangers ask for her number

o6. Tell me something about 11.
- skinny boney =X

o7. How do you know 8?
- classmate

o8.Would you ever date with 5?
- angie is one of my besties

o9. What's 7 favourite colour?
- pink or black ba

1o.What would you do if 2 confessed that she like you?
- she always tell me she love me or miss me.

11. Fact about 9.
- a malay pupil :)

12.Who is 6 going out with?
- she loves her dogs

13. Who is 5 to you?
- a bestie

14. Would you ever live with 11?
- zhi hao will be jealous

15. Is 2 single?
- wahahas. ( SHHH ) later she scold me.

16. How much does 3 mean to you?
- no words can be use to discribe.

17. What do you think of 1?
- she loves OHJ

18. Whats the best thing about 8?
- obeys her parents

19. What do you dislike about 10?
- she is dam rich .

2o. 11 people that you want them to do this survey.
o1. Freda
o2. Azyan
o3. HuiYi
o4. Annie
o5. Renee
o6. Yvonne
o7. anyone
o8. anyone
o9. anyone
10. anyone
11. anyone

2006-11-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

wee. just another sunday.
been chao xing in the morning by the windermere workout thingy downstairs. daddy mummy call me wakie up to pei them too. but i was too lazy.den after daddy mummy chao xing me le. i keep wakie up lor. den soon. 10am reach le. got to wakie up and eat and preapre to go for lesson at jurong.

every sunday is the same. but today. i went for a hair cut. the guy named caleb helped me cut my hair. cost $13 dollars. teehee. about shoulder length le. but got one pigtail behind ( thats wat mummy said ) my fringe a little short lor. den behind spike abit. when cutting. the hair drop until my face lor. den got one think make until my nose. den so xin ku. teehee. after cuttin. the guy said help me style abit. den his abit really is abit lor. like just apply oil on my hair. den now was like so oily lor. so dumb. although he cut not veri bad la. but style until like tat. i think the best of him is his politeness ba.

after cutting my hair. daddy mummy and i went to farmart. so many ppl at the bird eggs there. den mummy daddy went there buy the eggs. den we walk walk lor. go there sure will buy honey to drink de. after that. my parents favourite : plants. bought 3 pots. den at one the plant shop. the shop was open by my ex classmate de family . he was my primary one and two friend. hahas. i rememberd him actually. cause he was one of the naughties boy in class. supprise that my daddy also knoe. den daddy tell his sister as his sister was serving us. den his sister say. " he knoes u ." my daddy start telling him that i am his ex classmate. at nan hua. don expect him to remember la. cause was like so many years ago lor. i totally lost contact of my nan hua friends. den after buying from them. went pass another flower shop. and buy again. was like cost 30 dollars fot just one small small pot. the salesperson say that it was from thailand. is ppl from that shop go up the thailand hill and pluck de. den say only those who knoe how to xin shang flower de will directly buy it. den say those duno how xin shang de sure say is so expensive. before that mummy got say is expensive ma. den i feel like she like critising my mummie worx. so bad lor. but the salesperson was quite nice ba. teach daddy mummy how use the fertilzers.

teehee.. went home after that. do my research for my music thingy. eat dinner and started blogging le. nothing much. so bored. never hao hao de chat and sms with dear dear. he was at home but i was outside. den when i was reaching home. he got to go prepare to go work le.

dear dear. i miss u badly.
two days never meet u le.
tomorrow think will meet le
must bear with it.
den wednesday going band camp.
3 days some more.
HELP!

2006-11-09T18:50:00.000+08:00

results are out. i am posted to 3e2
haiix. wish i just stay in e3 suan le. no more interclass please.
i don wan challenge my own classmates. kinda of down now.
my mum scold me silly when i tell her i wan go e3.
imagine in e2 with all the smart smart ppl. those who always after school go home de.
wish i wont be lonely ba
maybe i should think of the another side ba.
makin new friends. hanging out with them.
would it be a better class?
myabe just for this moment. i feel that 2e3 will be never be replace?
wait till next yr den see how ba.
looking forward for the bbq on 23rd nov.
it is the first gathering. and might be the last.
so ppl. please make an effort to come yeah.

2006-11-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

hmm.. about a week le. the pizza hut de mananger haven call me. i think the mananger don wan me. sunday was just boring. have usual things at jurong. and i starting to get sick of the chinese tuition le. today start on sec 3 de text book. infact in class study chinese will be so much better. expecially with the bunch of students. pulling myself up today. so bored

tomorrow will be the releasin of the promotion thingy.

sundays are just boring. went home after class . dear send me home. online msn. playin computer games. those one hour one hour de. download de. end blogging here le..

2006-11-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

teehee. today early morning wakie up le. band start at 8.30 den wakie up at 6.30. prepare le den go take bus go teck whye there meet dear. eat mac hotcakes with him. after that send me go lrt le. go school for band. mr er share with us alot stories. his childhood. all so funnie. his facial expression more cute can. hmm. today his mood was happy. so did not get scolding.

after band was like raining mao mao gou gou. den was like putting my hand over angie's shoulder walking towards the hdb blocks which lead to the lrt station. our shoes and socks were so poor thing. cause never really care when walking ma. den step into the puddle of water. actually wan to go east cost book the bbq pit for our class gathering de. but end up raining. so we went lot one with ying ying go makan. it was like so cold lor. shivering when eating the last few mouth. den after that pei ying ying go kfc eat. den go home le. so tired. wanted go gym to cut down my fats de. but end up staying at home..

wee. saw azyan today!
miss her >.<

2006-11-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

monday actually wan go interview at pepper lunch de. but end up when dear call them they say don wan le. since already meet dear le. den we go causeway to interview at pizza hut. but end up i go with yvonne. but only fill the form. at about 5 . dear got to work. den yvonne me and renee say wan watch at night de movie. so meet yvonne first lor. wait for ved ma. renee friend. she work at causeway de pizza hut. we watched 9.20 de show. the gurdian. about 11.40 the show end. den reach home about 12 plus plus.

next day actually got band de. but end up never go. sleep at one somethin. after that go school take the o level music den thing. just one paper. ask dear pei me go. he give me tom and jerry de cd teehee. cause when he go work i can watch ma. if not nothing to do. some more got to wait long long de. after that take bus from lot one go home. actually wan watch movie de. but dear don let me pay. den he never bring enough money. and hor he SLEEPY !! teehee.. ask him sleep early don wan. end up sleep 3 hours !! wahahax. he pei me go down the bus. but rainin ma. den cannot go home. wait under the shelter there. both sleepy sleepy de.

today most sian. actually meetin dear de. but he say he work from 12-6. i wakie up at 11 somthing ma. den i call him. after that i watch tv. den eat. den watch tom and jerry. watch until sleep for two hours. yvonne go chalet. renee work. no one pei me. so sianx. duno the pizza hut at causeway de wan me anot. still haven call me yet. maybe they don wan me >.<

wee freda wan me don some survay thingy. teehee. wan watch tv le. tomorrow den do ba. first on her list worx =X

Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!!

holiday just boring.

2006-10-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

hmm.. saw davita's blog. http://everlastingbluez.spaces.live.com/ all 2e3 pupils are wanted by davita to visit her blog. those with msn account should be able to see. but got to sign in. saying about how she will miss the whole bunch of us. wonder will everyone miss me =X

today and yesterday oso kana awake by my daddy. at 10+ the toilet ppl come make the tiles. been forced to wakie up. slept at about 2am. morning was boring. sit infront of the tv watch pokemon. daddy and my second kor went out.den i was like left alone with a stranger at home lor. but after awhile he went for lunch le. when he came back, mummy already home. as i was usin the house phone chattin with dear. daddy cannot call through. he miss called my handphone 7 times. my handphone was silent ma. den not beside me.so did not notice until i go find it. first time in my life daddy missed call me for 7 times! after that i called back. he ask u using phone isit. its obvious la. den he say. if anything happen just shout loud loud.teehee. he so like worried about me.hahas. but actually just for a few mins. the stranger alone with me. afternoon eat mac. mummy bought for me de. after that was boring too. went to the kitchen to take a look. den saw mummy cutting salt vegetables. ( translated to english ) den wan play play cut lor. den cut finish all the bunches. hand become like those vegetables.den while i cutting. mummy go hang clothes. prefer to cut the vegetables. still nothing to do ma. so see mummy do wat. den i go say i wan to do. end up spending the whole afternoon in the kitchen. after that online play msn games with dear. 2 days no meet him le !! so bored at home.

giving some advice to freda. wish she will be fine ba. wish her all the best.communication in a relationship is veri important ( adapted from renee ) . don because of relationship problems den unhappy or fan le. takie care !!

2006-10-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

last day of school with this bunch friends. wished the time would be slower when we were having class competitions or having events that needed the whole class to work together, having the class spirit, cheering for one another. it have been two years. i cant bear to leave them. i so wish we were all be in the same class next year. but it is impossible. its just a dream. so miss the times. maybe i should think of the better side ba. maybe new class might be better? who knoes leah? hmm. having BBQ on the 22nd nov. afraid this plan would fail. ~ don get fed up about planing this k. its just a gathering. no need to be so worked up because of this de.~ wish all of the 40 of us will be able to be there to enjoy before we are really been seprated.

today get back our report books le. i passed my english. so supprise. maybe is i copy teachers de reader digest answer den my ca can pass.teehee. failed my geography by 1 mark. infact, quite a number of ppl improved. had a concert in the hall today. don understand wat they sing on stage. all malay.teehee.

after school go lot one angie freda and ying. went to eat kfc with freda while angie and ying go long john. after that went walk walk lor. freda buy handphone de sticker. about 1 like tat. ask dear to meet me at lot one. cause freda go home le ma.angie and ying veri good de ma.den wan to meet dear cause he never go school. actually wan go home de so take 307. den tomorrow is holiday. so cannot meet him. parents at home. decide to watch movie at 2.45. " the sinking of japan" the show was okie la. abit dry actually. but still okie. maybe can try go watch ba. i think it is more touching ba. after that he send me home lor. take 307 again.after that he went school to meet his parents and go meet miss ang.

wish he will continue to go school ba :)

2006-10-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

SO DUMB CAN!!!
interclass basketball was cancel because of HAZE and RAIN!!!!
can u imagine practicing for like 3 days and not playing!!
haii. ke lian de angie. so looking forward to this match. den end up cancel. according to wet weather plan we went to the hall to watch movie. watched coach carter. that time went causeway watched with angie. it was in sec one lor. hehex.
tuesday was soccer interclass. we won one match draw one match and lose one match. fight against e2 for third and forth placing. get 4th placing.

hmm. got train with dear dear too. hehex. he teach me how to lay up. but end up still duno how. den we play match. hehex. of cause i lose lor. dear run so fast. i cannot catch up. jump so tall oso. and hor. already taller den me le lor. humph.

these days de school was boring lor. today after watch coach carter . we went for recess. after recess go hall again. so dumb. cme talk again. left about 40 mins before dismisal. watched prince of eygpt. nice show actually. but watch until sianx le. hehex. today only go hall there sit sit. after school went basketball court with dear dear. played with his friends lor. hehe. den got play with other ppl . dear dear and me against other 3 ppl. hehex. got ai de li liang.!! mmuackks.

so miss dear dear. weekends not meeting him. den hor. he oso maybe not goin school anymore le. now he plucking vegetables. no finger nails le cause of miss ang. hehex.

2006-10-15T17:13:00.000+08:00

14 10 o6

set alarm at 9.30 but end up waking up at 10 lor. such a pig. sleep and sleep. suppose to meet at 10 de. yvonne la. so kia shu can. was like wan to meet so early lor hahas. we went yew tee mac eat breakfast. fillet o fish in the morning. yummie. was like so long did not eat mac. we took mrt to clarke quay. when we reached there. we was like duno which way to walk. we crossed the road and reach hongkong street. the place was like so wulu can. the mrt is like no ppl. den we were like duno wat the work is about. renee so poor thing can shoe sopilt before the interview lor.den we find rubber band for renee. tie her leg to the shoe. pain pain lor. omg. we were like heading for somewhere we can sit cause we was like so early. the person not in the office yet. we took a sit in the coffee shop nearby. drink water. after that we went for the interview le. just fill form. the job was about starhub cable tv de. they wan us to promote the promotion about the cable tv thing. cause actual is pay 32 dollars but promotion ma. onli 18 dollars. can watch up to 37 channels de. something like scv? or is scv? hahas. den is door to door de. they will give u a block to work on. block sure is ppl stay inside de rite. will have a list of all the ppl staying there. those highlighted de is don have. den those not highlighted will be those havin their service le. i sale we can earn 20 dollars. but no sale no money. work at night for weekdays de. it is quite dangerous actually. wondering if i should take up this job. at least must work for 3 days worx. den holiday sure veri packed de. band alot practice. afraid no time to pei my dear. i not really good in convincing ppl to buy things. i not talktive enough. so afraid that i wont earn money. somemore this is by per sale de lor. dear say dangerous oso. will consider again de. maybe try out a few days or weeks ba. mummy don encourage me to work from the start i say i wan to work. she say waste time. ask me to take up courses but i don wan. jia you ba !! actually got training de. but renee and yvonne because of me den don go too. thanks alot ar . i feel like i draging u all down leah.
after that went orchard. renee bought her shoes at far east. high heels. hehex. at last she is abit taller than us now. hahas. white with red ribbon. while waiting for dear come find me ma. renee need go home early too. thanks for peiing me wait for him! hehex. he was so slow lor. he went to lot one buy clothes before coming to find me at orchard we met at far east de bus stop. renee yvonne me and dear walk together to orchard mrt station. den we make our way to cineleasure. imagine. 8th months and this is the first time i and my dear two of us only. went town!! omg lor. hahas. i love u !!

we watch world trade centre lor. anyway is boring can. only one part that shows the person drop from high floor. like bird flyin in the air like tat. the show got a few brave fireman. den wan to help ppl end up the building fall. haven save ppl den the buildin fall. den show their family members very worried about them. boring can. den the ppl trap down there talk only. only two manage to survive i think.it was like so many ppl lor. den 2 hours like tat the show. after that went heerens. anyhow walk. so boring too. hehex. saw miss tan and miss lieow. hehex. miss tan my ex form teacher den she everytime shoot me de. miss lieow everytime shoot dear de. hahas. i was like so scared lor. hahas. i faster pull dear away. we went upstairs. nothing to walk lor. den we went raffles place de river there.don wan go home so early ma. some more so near only. just take a few stops of mrt only. stay until like 8 plus den make our way home le. anniversary ma. so just go until as late as i can lor. hehex. dear 8th month le. so happy to have u .

15 10 o6

got tuition today. so boring. write compo. next week oso the same. but change to sat. 4-6 den sunday no need go le. hahas. but i don job training worx. cannot go. wahahas. don care la. meet dear dear again. seemed like everyday must meet him. den after guitar.he send me home. go home eat le. den on the computer le. maybe wan to train my stamina ba. friday havin interclass le. basketball! wee! wish we 2e3 will win!! jia you jia you jia you !!

2006-10-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

HE BULLY ME TODAY!!

the block beside my house there got like those small small door ma. den like dry riser or duno wat de. den everytime oso see that ma. curious ma today. wan go in see see . den i ask him pei me lor. he go close the door.he bluff me that cannot open le.den i scared scared lor. its like so dark can. cause i really thought cannot open anymore le ma. only can from outside. cause after that time been lock outside the theather. den we walk all the way down to the ground floor. den go in the movies again. i almost cried man. wanted to take out my handphone that time. he open the door le. he lie to me can. so bad lor. can u imagine behind there is something. den i cant move. no space. like any time will have no oxygen and die there. omg can. hehex.

meet up with renee and yvonne after school. went to yvonne house. den eat eat. after that call up those that they choose the day before from the classfied newspaper de. den we got interview tomorrow at 1 to 2 pm. wahahax. jia you! den got one is flyers de. but they say if got space. they will call back.

today got dance performance. we won man. hehex. only got 4 classes prepare this. all so dumb. no time ba. but we oso rush through rite. hehex. den we did an encore. once the teacher call us go back to back stage. we knew it we won. den azyan was like screaming. everyone looks at us. hahas. isn't that obvious enough. please lor. hahas.

today friday 13 . nothing bad really happen la. wish my parents will let me go for work?? hahas. haven comfirm den got interview le. hehex.

so miss dear. tomorrow our 8th month anniversary le. so happy to have u ..

2006-10-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

hehex. today got band. den after that went lot one with angie go eat long john.hehex so many pimples growin on my face le .. still eat fried de things. looking so ugly >.<

anyway. after that meet dear. he send me home. den we take bus 307. before we go down the bus. there were no ppl at all. cause before the bus got one bus ma. both of their intervals only like a few mins only lor. so dumb. they duno how make it like even intervals. hmm. den when i was about to go down . of cause must press the bell bell ma. den i press twice ma. maybe is beacuse when standing at the door there. i hold the handle den press until. but normally press alot time oso nothing happen de ma. den when reach the bus stop i wan alight. the driver did not open the back door. only the front one is open. no ppl there ar. den he should be able to see until us de ma. den nvm lor. we walk to the front de door. den he scold us sia. he say why keep press the bell bell. den say make his bell bell spoilt. den say siao ar !!! so idiot .. how dare he. luckily i and dear was happy at that time. if mood not good. sure scold him back de. hehex. so dumb lor.
told mummy about this . she say if she was me . sure scold back him de lor. hehex.

today was boring actually. got dance practice tomorrow again. these three days just like go school like tat. cause friday is the competition between classes le ma. so must practice. it seemed like alot things haven ready worx. 2E3 jia you jia you !!! dance well ya .. we lost the expressions. we must win for the dance !! looking forward to tomorrows practice. ahh.. so ugly. duno how to face my classmates tomorrow. hehex..

band practices will happen every single week of holiday. no more holiday!! must buck up for band le . december having recordings i think.. january concert april conpetition. SYF . aiming got gold this yr. mr lee today lecture ah shun until he cry. so poor thing. but on the other side. he oso huo gai la. hehex. don say le. i feel so bad. got to end here le. sleep earlier will cure my pimples !!

2006-10-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

so sianx..dear playing basketball from 4 somthing until now still haven stop.
maybe i should change ba. must be independent le . for only two hours i oso cannot ta han ?? hmm.. maybe is i nothing to do ba. teehee . must learn to conrtol le. chang da le . cannot be like small kiddy le .

anyway.. today went school outside for the aez thing. sianx diao lor. i cannot follow up the steps. not in the best mood to dance early in the morning. den was like go there for half an hour . only davita jasmine and me as chinese there lor. angie did not manage to go . boring lor. tomorrow still got band. early morning must wakie up le . 8.3o must reach. normally is 9 de ma. ke lian de me. if 8.30 must reach. some more cannot late. late run 2 rounds. i need at least half an hour to reach school . cause walk so slow den early morning sure blur and don wan use so much energy de. means 8 must get out of house le . if wan eat 7.40 like that must go le . prepare need about another half an hour. so .. 7.15 like tat must wakie wakie le . daddy mummy just get out of the house go work den i must wakie up le. just like going school. so afraid to go band like tat worx. forget how to play le . den the song i duno how play. the rhythem so hard . mr er wans me play that part de. luckily angie got some same parts as me . if not sure duno howto survive de. is a concert piece and maybe is chioce piece too. dead le la. god bless me ba. i afraid mr er would lose his patients cause i cant play to wat he expect . later i burst into tears infront of him how. omg .. i better practice more before its too late ba. i still prefer stars of dreams .. wish will change back to that piece ba.
haii.. so worried for my section. i just duno how to teach them. when will they every understand a single score. or maybe a single bar or notes. i don wan them every single time been scolded by mr er or mr lee. i don wish to complain to jasmine about their attitude problems. i don have enough experience to teach them. i feel i am so useless being a sectional leader. last yr was so like relex. den this yr all stress come. thought that everything will be better after a few months of teaching. but end up nothing good. it seemed like every single time i go for band practice i will hear.."percusion is playing nonsense ! " god bless ba..

yay! at last .. exams all over. but so sianx. never study oso not really veri fun de. so boring. friday going to check papers le. wonder how my results. woo .. dear finish playing basketball le. chattin on the phone with him now le. later going to watch gong. yesterday slept the whole evening. den exactally 8 wakie up. so dumb.

end here le !!

2006-10-07T11:12:00.000+08:00

morning!! having piano later.. having bad bad flu now.

anyways..exams will be over on monday!! actually is so call over. monday will be art.one last paper and thats all for this yr !! but now. worry for art. i haven started anything. not even choose a topic to do on. die le..bless that i have time to finish my visual diary ba. 5 pieces of work.in 2 or maybe 1 day .. one piece consist 10 marks.for the pass few exams.. it was quite okie ba. its a comfirm that my geo will fail. section b all duno how do. anyhow write. all rubbish. history was easy..all thanks to RENEE and YVONNE . yvonne help me on the last two chapters.renee highlight the important points. as teacher got tell us which chapters are more important.. i ask them teach me. two history pro turn me from nothing to something.hahas lol.xie xie laopos!! did not have enough time for maths and chinese.i was too slow anyway. chinese got so many passage to read lor. den my reading to understand the passage was so long.

enough of exams.. yesterday went jurong point with dear dear. watch john tucker must die . its was like so dumb. cause there de sittin is they give de ma. den our sitting is exactlly in the centre of the row. den of cause side got ppl de ma. den we wanted to change sit. he call me go out the exit there wait until all ppl come den we go back take a sit. hahas. den we push the door. he was exploring.while i hold the door for a monent.den i oso wan see see ma. den get into the exit place. of cause is let the door go ma.hahas.den until we wan go back in .. hahas. the door cannot open de. cause is exit le. onli the theather can come out from there .. so we were like trying to open the door. hahas. den its was like 5 more mins the show startin. exclude all the commecial lor. den we went down the stairs. it was like never ending. so long can the stairs. den we were at jurong point de first floor. hahas. we went up to the cinema. wishing that they would let us in. hahas lucky not the same person see the ticket as we went in . hahas. den we went in the cinema. got a few ppl like give us weird weird de looks. hahas. before watching the show . we went toy'rs hahas. den go kiddy palace oso . was like so kiddy. hahas. den like mummy and daddy go buy things for baby. hahas. lol . we did not do anything k . just wanted to walk there and see all the cute cute stuff. cause all the ppl shop there de is normally is mummy and baby . if not mummy onli or mummy and daddy de .hahas. went to see all baby de things. it was like so cute. wanted to buy the mitton of the baby to put handphone.hahas. as handphone pouch. lol. end up didnt.
saw di xun and her friends. she was like ahem at me . hahas. had a great time yesterday . he pei me sit sit bus go home. den the baby infront so cute. hahas. den got one bus beside the one i sit ma. den oso got one baby at the window there. i was trying to attract the baby attention . but end up attracting his mummy attention. hahas. attract wrong attention =X

hmm..the four of us manage to talk now. a little improvement le. yay! although did not talk much and go out together . it still better den did not talk rite .

got to prepare to go out le !

2006-10-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

as per normal.had lessons in the morning till about 3 in the afternoon.chinese was boring lor.keep sniffting.used more den half of the tissue.went home after that.

xiin yiing dear dear.. i am sorry i did not attend ur birthday celebration.i owe u a treat k . happy birthday ya.14 yrs old le. if i not wrong. today was benjamin's birthday too..happy birthday too!sorry freda dar dar too..did not peii u .pang seh u

today's mood was bad.it affected hiim.he is not in that good mood to cheer me up too.thats one of the reason i didnt wan go.i afraid if i go.i would spoilt her celebration.exams here..got to study.no clothes to wear.

wonder if we will be the same as it is before.
everything is changin.

i hope i am not a burden to u..

2006-09-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

today had piano lesson.teacher wish me happy children's day!! hahas. still a kid? 14 le worx.den she oso gave me a packet of duno wat lai de.. wat dates.. hahas.like chocolate.for my performance last satuday at tiong bahru cc ..she is a nice teacher lor..everytime give present.den never lose her temper de.teaching skills oso so good.anyone need a piano teacher can go look for her.

after that went lot one with freda.we went to buy xin ying de birthday present.that takes less den 5 mins lor. hahas.after that we went take neoprint.take until like 6 plus plus den go home.actually 3 something finish buying le.still own freda 6 dollars.went home after that.took 307.bus number 797.hahas.ask freda sit at the last row den saw him wrote de words.

reach home den eat my dinner.after that went downstairs le.today is windermere de mooncake festival.no one peiing me.so sianx.den walking here and there.after that daddy come down pei him.den mummy come down daddy go up.cause got ppl maybe comin our house ma.end up never come.den one person must be at home in case they come.so therefore. i keep going home and going down.got went to basketball court to play oso.just shot shot only.den wait for the lucky draw.hahas.daddy buy de ticket got win worx.!!den i was like go up take.my daddy mummy don wan pei me.they at home.den i alone downstairs.lucky saw nicole.she pei me stand stand there.won a rice cooker.lucky brand.hahas.den the man say.cook le will lucky.eat le oso lucky.hahas. lol rite.this last yr oso won a rice cooker.hey hey i am fat enough okie.eat and eat and eat.went home with that rice cooker after that.hahas.lookin so dumb carrying it lor.at the stage there take picture so pai seh.who ask daddy mummy don wan pei me.

got new de ai ren le hahas.annie!!she tag me and ask me if i wan to be her ai ren.
den got one new kor kor le..terry kor kor !! hahas yay!

today did not see him.so miss him can.now he watching tv.say i finish my blog first den sms him.give him my blog de url let him see.so bad.blehx.

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YAY !
got blog le! all thanks to FREDA !! XIE XIE NI !! she did every single thing for me. thanks alot dar dar. mmuackkx.

today was the first paper. nothing special.
just write and write and write.

once again.did not eat during recess.went downstairs to buy correction tape and went back to class le.meet him outside his class.i took his phone and ran to the toliet.after that started crying le.everyone thought that it was him who made me cried.

girls.can we ever be like once we are before.remember all the laughter we had together and sobbing.just because of small things.are we going to end like this? is this the end of the 4 of us.

after school went to teck whye area with him. say wan study de. ended up doin nothing . both of us were tired . cried again . about 3 plus . i went home myself . took 307 home . have been online since i reach home . exams are already here . and i am still here bloggin . god bless my results will at least bring me to the class i choose on my option form . anyway . got one new dar dar le . jasmine !!

thanks for being there when i need u :)